After some serious self-doubt, I am pleased with my results on my second assignment. My tutors feedback was helpful and I am feeling more confident. I had wondered if I was taking the right path.
So on to February and a new course. I officially begin AA100 (Arts Past and Present) this weekend. I’m excited to be doing an academic course and nervous about meeting new people.
I continue to miss my mum, but it’s odd how my horror through her decline has been replaced with a softer sadness. I missed her on my daughters’ 5th birthday. I wonder if I pestered my mum as much as my children pester me. I regret that I can’t ask her. Most of all I feel sad for my dad. As time passes, he seems to miss her more.
I am glad for the distraction that my studies provide. I have also began to read To Kill A Mockingbird. I know, I know. I should have read it years ago. I’ll let you know what I think of it next week.
Apologies for my absence and thank you for sticking around. x